happy birthday.

Dear Sean,

It's your birthday here on earth today and we had such a beautiful day in Seoul. The rain last night cleared up, the sun was out, and the sky was actually blue.

Disappointingly, I didn't get to do anything special for your birthday today. Thought of going to the river and empty a couple bottles of beer for you, then again, I had teaching tonight and couldn't find the time. On the way home, I was listening to our music, thought of our time together, and your last birthday we spent together. I can't believe four years has passed already.

Thinking of you on your birthday and wanted to let you know once again that I'm so grateful that I had you in my life and that I am a different person now through the time I spent with you. You helped me to find who I am and what love is.

Hope that you had some good pint of Guinness and good Indian food with some good friends and monkeys. I miss you so much. Happy birthday, sweetheart.

Love,

YoungDoo

missing aussie summer.

The air has got cooler, the day has got shorter. In three days, it will be September. I'm in a better mood these days although the client for the project that our team has been working on turned out to have a horrible taste on things and that makes our days at work miserable.

I made it to the gym three days in a row. I work out, read a book, sweat a lot, and take a shower... and I always feel great after that.

I've been missing Sean a lot lately. How do I miss the summer we spent in Australia.